That Awkward Feeling

Seriously? Have you ever just felt like you're pulling someone's teeth by just being around them??

I feel like that everyday. At least 16/24 hours I'm home. I feel like I'm stepping on everyone's feet and I feel like I'm a pain in the butt.

I apologize wayyy more than I ever should for things that I don't even need to apologize for.

I just feel out of place.

It's kind of frustrating... I'm timid. Scared. And a wuss. That's not me!

I'm tired of feeling awkward.

Any suggestions to make me less standoffish??

How I Met Your Father

So I'm really obsessed with "How I Met Your Mother" lately! It's one of the funniest shows ever! I absolutely love it! It's got me thinking... I can relate with all of the characters... to some extent!

Ted: He's a hopeless romantic.

It's true! I, the cynic of all cynics am I hopeless romantic!

Barney: He has a catchphrases such as, "Legendary and suit up!"

One of my least favorite traits is that I always say, "I'm not gonna lie, or I can't deny it, etc." It drives everyone nuts! (Plus, he always looks good in pictures... just like me... :P)

Robin: One driven girl... focused on her career and wanting to be someone!

I'm so stoked about moving forward and the future I can see.

Marshall: He's a goof, klutzy, awkward, and a dork!

I am all of the above and maybe even worse.

Lily: She's a schemer and a listener.

I love to set people up or help people out with their problems.

I just love it. LOVE IT!

I am so excited to one day, set my kids down and tell them how I met their father. Hopefully it doesn't take a trillion hours (Poor Ted's kids). I know I'm not ready for my love story like Ted is, but when I am... It'll be wayyy better than HIMYM. :D